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 Deleting photographs of people I no longer know feels like closing the door on unpacked regrets 

As if getting rid of any proof I knew you would dial back the clock and return time 

Feeling my heart harden and sink at every glimpse of the past 

I'll hold on to our silly little photographs just a bit longer, in the hopes that the lead in my heart bleeds through and I no longer feel the need to destroy my memories of you 

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