Darkness submerges our beings from head to toe, leaving a trail of broken minds and lost souls Our reality is not one of truth or kindness but one of greed and deception The brightest of us all cannot shine under the pressure of a looming black hole
This body has been beaten and bruised Cursed and ridiculed laughed at and critiqued underfed and overworked overfed and underappreciated This body has been told more than enough that it does not belong That it is not enough That it is too much This body has learned to feel threatened by the presence of others This body has been taught pain How do I begin to search for peace in a space that has never known it? How can I ask this body for the love it has never been shown?
Before I knew it, it was 4am I haven’t felt a breath of air in years All my pain has blended into a lump sitting in the center of my chest I don't think anything has ever weighed more than this feeling I'm drowning again I'm always drowning Always thinking, each thought pulling me further into myself I don't know if i will get out, I don't know if i want to Sinking is all that I know, it's all that I have It's all that I am A sinkhole, piled to the brim that only burrows deeper Lost and then found, found and then lost There is no path here, just choices Right Wrong They hold no power over the outcome I sink regardless
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